Have you ever looked into someone's eyes and fell in love? I know that sounds impossible but just sit back and think to yourself. I do mean figuratively tho, I don't think you actually fall in love; but I do feel that looking directly into another's eyes you do truly see that person for who they are.
I have always felt I can really see a person's true self but I experienced a different level of that last night that really caught me off guard. To the point that I wanted to never stop looking at them but also too shy to really look because I found myself realizing how I felt towards that person. Yes that giddy little girl smile and look away feeling lol. Then the thoughts started running.
"Where do we go from here?" "Could this be what you've been looking for?" "How does he feel about me?" "Should I tell him how I feel?" "What if he is seeing someone?" "What if he rejects your feelings?" "Why are u thinking so much?" Yeah those thoughts. Interesting enough he wanted to know those thoughts, and at the exact moment.
If you've kept up with me you know I'm extremely big on communication from the beginning of any relationship so I expressed SOME of the thoughts, and God that was the most embarrassing thing I've done in a while but it felt good. That kind of good where you blow out a breathe of relief when you're out of their sight.
But the question remains where DO we go from here. I think this is where people go wrong...don't worry about that. Just continue to be consistent and allow life to unfold. Don't put expectations or thoughts about the future into play when it's only "day 2". You have to remember that nothing but a crazy stroke of luck or miracle changes things in a matter of 24 hours. Take your time and continue to do what you were doing before so that it happens naturally. You didn't wake up that day and decide that this person would intrigue/interest you, it just happened. So don't try and wake up today and decide that this is the person you're meant to be with for the rest of your life. If it's meant to be that way it will be. Enjoy the time spent together and be yourself and continue to do all the things that you feel require to get to where you want to be with that person. As long as the communication and honesty continue to thrive between the two of you; I doubt you all have no where to go but up.
